one of my worst fears, not that i have many, is that i lose my inspiration. i worry that ill come to a point where i cant produce anything new, original, and creative. or i come to the point where i have no new ideas and end up copying someone else's idea. what happens then? this all came about when i went to the studio yesterday. im in a "drawing" class that isnt really about drawing but more about image transferring. so i dont have to necessarily draw but i do have to come up with images and alter them so theyre mine. anyways, i dont want to do the same idea over again...i ended up just staring at the photo rather than doing anything. there wasnt the "spark". maybe its just a phase and because i havent been in the studio enough to come up with new ideas. but either way it freaked me out. im still image collecting but i dont know what im doing. maybe thats whats scaring me more. the fact that i dont know what im doing. or maybe that if i just go with not knowing ill lost control. and ill end up entering the dark abyss...
i dont know...i dont know...i dont know...
-rog
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